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saturday, november 16, 2002 ·, bummed at ate erika's house. we did hw/studied.. i had to read p.1-9 of this book Night but i ended up reading the whole thing! i thought it was a good book.. hm.. yea and we ate and watched tv and then did hw again.. slept over again
sunday, november 17, 2002 went to northbrook court with uncle eric, tita teresa, erickson, danielle, matthew, and uncle edwin. picked out a x-mas present from ate emē. um.. then we shopped for a while. and i went with uncle edwin and matthew to their house. then i drove to seleen & christine's house from there.. and we picked them up. and then went back to uncle edwin's. sonia and uncle evan were there. and then sheela, bong, and shannon came. then we went to showplex 8 or something to watch harry potter. we went to buy tickets but it was sold out.. so we bought tickets for the next show.. and then we left to eat at portillos and uncle evan treated.. i got a breaded chicken club.. Mmm.. then we went back to the theater and watched the movie.. i thought it was good.. some parts dragged.. but yea.. in the end it was good. after the movie we chilled and ate spaghetti at uncle edwin's.. stayed there till 9:30pm.. uncle evan dropped off sheela, bong, & shannon at their house.. and then he dropped me off at erickson's house cuz my stuff from sleeping over was still there.. my mom was there to pick me up.. and she was so mad.. ionno it was still pretty early.. but yea.. she's never happy.. and she blames her high blood pressure on me.. ahh! i hate that.. but yea.. it's annoying.. she expects me to pay for everything.. do everything and stuff.. and then if she doesn't get her way she blames it on me.. saying that i always want everything done my way n stuff.. ahh it's annoying! that's why i hate being home.. she doesn't want me here newayz.. she wants me out as soon as possible.. ionno where she expects me to get all this money.. she expects me to pay for my cell bill.. and i don't even have a job.. i want and need a job.. but there's no where to work that's accepting 15 year olds.. they're all 16 and older.. when i turn 16 i'm gonna get a job.. and save up for a car.
yesterday, friday, november 16, 2002 ·, went to school and the regular.. then went home grandpa was there cuz he was babysitting my sisters n brother, and then my mom and tita meng came.. we stayed there for a while.. um.. then we stopped by target cuz i needed to get some girl stuff (ahh! i hate this time of the month!).. then we went to the rosemont train station to pick up grandma and they dropped me off at erickson's house. (on the way to erickson's house was when i heard about wut happened to ninang rachel). when i got to erickson's house we were there for a lil while.. and then we picked up mat and emily at mat's house, and we went to hooter's ohare.. we got 50 piece spicy buffalo wings.. Mmm.. it was good.. n we still have some left over. then we went back to erickson's house and watched friends and other shows that danielle taped. slept over.
yesterday i found out that ninang rachel passed away thursday morning.. whoa i can't believe she's gone. it was from breast cancer.. she was so nice, and i'll always miss her. i remember that morning my mom told me that she had a dream about ninang rachel, and i guess that was a sign.. she came here to visit around easter and she seemed very healthy but then it went downhill from there. it's so sad. she's gonna be missed.
·, o0o i made cheesecake!! haha.. i was getting cream chease to put on my bagel and then we had enough for cheesecake and i was craving some.. so yea.. yay! hehe it's in the fridge.. and this time i didn't drop it! but newayz.. it's around an hour till 2mro.. nhu's birthday! but newayz.. yea i took this astrology thingy at astrology.com:
Positions of Planets at Birth:
How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You also have a very strong sense of dignity, self-respect, and personal honor and are deeply offended if someone treats you in a humiliating or dishonorable way. You will rarely confront the offender - you are too proud to do so - but you will lose your affection and respect for them. You dislike pettiness and hate to be snubbed or ignored.
You admire others who are strong individuals like yourself. When you befriend someone, you are tremendously loyal, sincere, and willing to go to extraordinary lengths to make that person happy. You are very giving and generous, but your gifts are never anonymous - you expect recognition and appreciation for them. You also expect the intense loyalty that you offer to your dear ones to be reciprocated. However, you often have trouble working with people who are as strong as yourself, for you do not really cooperate or share the leading role very easily. If you are not in the leading role, you aspire to be and will compete with the person who is.
You have great heart and courage, and people often look to you for strength, encouragement, and affirmation. You always have your best face forward and rarely allow others to see you hurting, disheartened, or vulnerable. You also have a very strong need for love, admiration, appreciation, and praise, although you don't like others to realize just how important it is to you.
Your outlook on life tends to be very personal and rather self-centered. Your own self-expression, self-actualization and self-realization interests you more than anything else. You feel that if you do your best where you are, the rest of the world will take care of itself.
The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You are sympathetic, nurturing, supportive, and very sensitive to the emotional needs of other people. You like to be needed, to care for others, and you often worry about the people you love. You have a very strong need for a sense of belonging and acceptance, and you center much of your life around your home. You are more concerned about people and their feelings than with power, achievement, or position in society. Kindness, consideration, and tenderness impress you more than any sort of honor the world can bestow.
You are primarily emotional and your views are often dominated by your feelings and by your own personal, subjective experiences, rather than reason, logic, or abstract principles. It is difficult for you to judge situations in a fair, objective manner for your personal sympathies and loyalties usually enter in. You take things very personally, and sometimes build a wall around yourself to protect yourself from pain and rejection. You feel rather shy and vulnerable at heart. You also tend to be moody, experiencing frequent emotional ups and downs. You need to have a place and time in your life to withdraw, introspect, dream, and replenish yourself; otherwise you become cranky and unhappy with those around you.
You function in an instinctive, nonrational manner and like to immerse yourself in creative activities where you can express your feelings, imagination, and instincts. You often love to cook, since it can be both creative and a way to nurture and nourish others. You also have a great affinity for music, because it evokes and communicates feelings that may be difficult or impossible to put into words.
Your compassion, sensitivity, and imagination are your strong points. Your faults include an inability to release the past and go forward, clannishness and prejudice, and a tendency to be self-pitying when you meet hardships in life.
i reinstalled greymatter cuz it was messed up b4.. but yea there was only a couple posts up and here they are:
monday, november 11, 2002 helped erickson clean.. n jus bummed.. and then got picked up and drove home. now i'm watching big fat liar on tv and we have spiderman on dvd.
sunday, november 10, 2002 bummed, and watched the movies and tv shows on channel 9 and then allen came and we went back to that baskin robbins/togo's/dunkin dounuts place and bought some drinks and then we went back to ate erika's house and we cooked breakfast for dinner (eggs, bacon, and hash browns) and ate that and then watched mr. deeds but fell asleep. slept over.
saturday, november 9, 2002 went to uncle edwin's house and then we went to see 8 mile at a theater near there.. it was a good movie.. and then afterwards we went cosmic mini golf. it was pretty cool.. but ionno. cosmic bowling might've been more fun. but yea.. then we went back to uncle edwin's and stayed there for a while and ate pizza and stuff.. then we went to hawthorne mall (sp?) and then rode with paul and ate emē back to ate erika's house. and slept over again
friday, november 8, 2002 went to old orchard with ate erika, nallie, and jamee.. we didn't buy nething though.. haha no money.. and so yea.. we jus walked around and stuff.. it was a nice day, like 68 degrees or something pretty warm. then we went back to nallie's cuz jamee left her car there.. and then we brought nallie to golf mill cuz she works there.. and yea.. then later on james came over to ate erika's house and we went to village creamery and joy yee's (sp?) to buy bubble shake but they were both closed.. then we jus rented a movie and went to baskin robbins (it's baskin robbins/dunkin dounuts/togo's) and bought smoothies/shakes.. and then we went to ate erika's to watch the movie. and i slept over
thursday, november 7, 2002 i had to start my blog thingy over cuz yea i didn't save it b4 my host moved servers so yea.. it's all gone.. the end. my page is all messed up now.. maybe i'll fix it by next week or something
 she did take the phone away. while we were at mat's house my phone jus stopped having reception and it didn't have t-mobile at the top or nething nemore.. AWW NO FAIR! if i wanna get the phone back with the same phone number i need $68 (cuz that's how much i went over) by 60 days since 11.07.02 [/edit]